Off home!!

Will be out of contact for a bit. We are about to get on the Eurostar and head to London.. From there a bit of a kip before a plane in the morning and a few stops along the way till we hit Aussie soil.

I have promised myself to be gentle and not plan much ahead for a long time. I have promised I will show dignity and honour in all my dealings with this.. No matter how painful. 

I am not going to harp on or turn this blog into a misery guts saga as that is not only below me.. but not constructive for anyone. I intend that this is the only other mention I will make in public. 

But know that I am not made of granite. My brave face hides all the tears I will not share with  anyone. I just want to curl up and die. I wonder if its possible to spontaneously die of a broken heart.